Chapter 6: Beyond full force! Theory

First of all CONGRATULATIONS!!! You have fused with your HGA, you can still use it for guidance etc etc, because its a part of you and its also a part of discovering yourself on another layer. Curious what comes after the fusion of the HGA and you? Curious also why all of the mental things were so important? Also What is this chapter gonna be about, specially when you are already working at 100% as a human being a creature made after the image of God? There is always 1 thing i have learned, there is always a next level!

Going beyond 100%?

I love it, 100% sounds like a limit doesn't it? SCREW LIMITS!!! Plus ultra is next! But first there is another thing that you need to do and that is what this chapter will work with. We are going to balance you out! This is also one of the reasons why i wanted in the other chapters to face fears etc etc. Its to balance you out already as much as possible, so that you will not have that much of a hard time as i first had with it.

So how do we continue balancing out? Well i am going to talk here about Kundalini awakening and chakra's. Why? Because in my experience they had a very very big role for me to be able to fuse with my personal God. And yes you can even go beyond that, wich is actually fuse with the core itself. You have the level of Samadhi before attaining peace, you get a task from Divine Providence itself (for some the core or God) and you need to follow it, this is also your True Will and True Manifestion of yourself, you are happy being busy at this task and there is no limit for the amount of work you can do with it. In this case its better to serve every form of evolution of all living beings, you love life and you want to see life growing stronger!
But to continue on this chapter Let us begin fully balancing ourselves out and maybe hinting to another secret for the next chapter of the first contact or bits of the contact with your personal God.

So lets continue to the chakra's!

Chakra balancing.

To start off there are many methods, many ways to work with chakra's, what i am going to do is just focus on your balance and keeping you in balance as much as possible and helping you out, giving you tips how to keep it that way. My main idea behind chakra's is that it helps you attain such a high level of consciousness that you are more easily able to communicate with your personal god, because you are litterly moving to that level! At the same time, they are knots of life energy for your body and also helping you knowing yourself (once again) better then ever before!

So yeah then you kinda start getting the idea of, how the hell do you balance it out like that?
Well thats the best part i will bring up the theory here and we are going to put it into practice in the next half of this chapter. I will work from point to point till the crown chakra, this will be more about emotions and choices you have made or mostly make in your daily things. I will not talk about what you need to eat or anything, because Will is still an insane part of everything and i personally believe that if you have done your job, you will go anyway, no matter what you eat or drink or use.

I am used to do this by my own will, changing my own ideas. There are ways that can help you through rituals and through many other ways. My way is that of hard work and personally its the route where you can be most proud of yourself when done working on it.

Also what is important for me is to get you to the aim of being able to confront it in the end or being able to be victorious over it. Accepting yourself in that deeper layer like before and loving yourself to a whole new layer, it will balance you out, but it will also help the people around you!

Well lets start with the chakra balance fest!

Well we start from the lowest and the lowest is called:

Muladhara Chakra

Muladhara means root and the rootchakra. Well its linked to sense of loyalty, survival instincts and self-esteem.

To start off we are going to overactive and underactive.

Underactive: Feeling disconnected and insecure a lot, not wanting to be part of a group. Being nervous all the time and letting fear rule them!

Fix: Learn how to yolo and stop being afraid, it sounds very direct and very simple and i know how complicated people their thinking patterns can be, but by now as how far you are currently on this blog, you should be able to know that going out there is the way to go and mingle in with your own kind. We are made that way and let nothing and not even fear stop you! Eventually this will balance you out, by confronting yourself enough times and if you keep having persistent issues with it, then there is another underlying cause, wich needs to be researched and remember KNOW THYSELF!!!

Overactive: 
In this case it means that you are very easily pissed off or angry all the time! You can be triggered very quickly and trying to manipulate or controlling others is a big priority and wanting to feel secure and really really hate change and yes this can be confused with Autism even.

Fix: Calm down man! Being easily pissed off all the time means that you need to learn how to vent or to vent differently. You can go to the gym or anything else to vent, or better even use horrible senses of humor or sarcasm to vent. After calmed down think about the source of why you are so pissed all the time and without killing someone, solve it! Use your brain! 
Manipulation or controlling others also means that you want to feel safe a bit to much, let go of that control, only control what is needed and if you are enthousiastic about guiding, guide at a distance and let people walk their own paths!
Also wanting to feel secure is a good thing, but the only way for you to grow is mixing the bad with the good! Going out of your comfortzone at times even works freeing for yourself and gives you a better understanding of other their idea's or even lifting limits for yourself. If you are truly stuck in your own pattern, well if you have friends or family, just ask them to help out. Many state that the route of the magician is that of going full solo with everything and even i need to be reminded from time to time about that, people are there for you! Everyone that loves you is there to help you out with this!

Swadhisthana Chakra

Wich let me continue to the second chakra wich is the Swadhisthana is one's own base or sacral chakra. Its linked to centre of sensuality, creativity and procreation.

Underactivity: Feeling guilty or shame, denying yourself things that makes you YOU! The feeling, because of your surroundings that you are surpressing yourself.

Fix: Stop it stop it stop it stop it! Everyone has faults or bad things in their personality, everyone is perfect, because they are not perfect. Still going for perfection in a positive sense is a good thing. Stop shaming or feeling guilty all the time, you are still human! Also if you cannot express who you are and people not respecting you for it, means that you are living a LIE! People like you should (for the fake that you currently are) stop doing that. Its hard to win this, but in the end no matter the cost it pays off! This is a difficult route to take, but remember GO BEYOND!

Overactivity: DRAMA!!! SUPER EMOTIONS!!! Need to keep everyone around me as close as possible, do not let them go or they will die!!! Loving to much till you choke the other person to death! This is when it is way to hyper, to the point where it does not get healthy, it is ok to be worried at times ofc, but this is for the people really really going way to far with it, together with the love of making drama out of everything, even letting a breadcrumb falling on the floor is equal to destroying the world.

Fix: Normally i aint the type of guy that say let it go, but this time i say let go. When things happen they tend to happen and with a good reason, you are now at a level wich you should be able to understand that. It is ok to take care of your loved ones, till the moment they will be gone forever, never to return. But let them also lead their lives and let them also fulfill it, you are part of their path and they are part of yours, but you are never ever walking the same path! This ofc also shows up when you are highly tensed with tons of stress and with every bit of thing i keep on saying, try to find the root of all of these problems. They differ from person to person. And yeah specially this is one of the things that mostly are combined with a very painfull past, wich you lost everything before or someone very close etc etc. Talk also with others you know about this and once again know thyself, specially in cases like these!

Manipura Chakra 

'Mani' stands for pearl or jewel and 'pura' stands for city. Thus, the Manipura Chakra is responsible for 'pearls of wisdom', well being, clarity and common sense in every individual. Experts call the Third Chakra the 'self power chakra'- one's self-confidence, self-discipline and the ability to achieve goals all come from it. (thank you link for this one, very well said)

There is ofc more information about it, but like i said before there is tons of work already made around this, i just give my insight from day to day life combined with the hermetic way, so that everyone that is just that little bit more open can also achieve enlightment their own way!

Underactive:  Well as in the description from before, underactive here means simply the lacking of these things. From heavy emotional issues (like being nervous all the time) and lacking self confidence and also the heavy need to seek constant approval of others and worrying what people think of them. Youth trauma by an abusive parent or lacking a father figure in life will make this an truly heavy issue to have and is one of the bigger sources.

Fix: You are worth it, you are worthy of being and living. Be happy with who you are and no matter where you are now, be proud of it! Remember that even if you are on the street, that you have fought yourself out of situations that were way worse. In the end you are walking your own path and in that path there is only TRUE WILL, True Will does not come from the approval of others, it comes from your OWN approval! Specially with youth trauma, meditate on this idea daily. Again you have come from way worse situations and you are at the state and phase that you can take on the world, you have survived! GO BEYOND!!!

Overactive: Always judging, being grumpy, ignoring peoples advice (i am always right nehehehe), hyper active, but not in a good way. Always being the guy pulling the first punches even when its not needed and the true love to bully others and with bully not the way of making a bit of a rough joke, but truly roasting them to a crisp.

Fix: The thing behind this is, is that you are protecting yourself from danger in your own way, you are actually very afraid to see weakness in your plexus (pun intended). So you subconsciously express yourself this way. (ofc again everyone is different, so its not perse only this route). You can overcome this by yourself by becoming conscious of it and work on it actively or open up to someone very close to you and talk about it. Even talking alone really works out very well with this. We are social beings and being able to show the layer beneath it, will let a big part of this disappear and you are also way more able to feel love and being loved again.

Anahata Chakra

This Chakra deals with love and relationships and represents the energy center for an individual's happiness and feelings of compassion. Also the name of this chakra means: 'unstruck, unhurt and unbeaten.

Underactive: Not feeling loved, needing tons of support from relationships, cold, distant.

Fix: Simple answer for this, no matter how or what, knowing that you are being loved is the answer to this, knowing that there are answers in a more grey fashion, that not everything is just black or white. Do not be afraid to let  your true self be known, you will get the support you need from it. Do not be afraid, fear is your enemy here, but also a friend that warns you. Do not fear even the fear, but master it!

Overactive: To much emotion, just to much to the point it keeps overwhelming you and you cannot help it (this also can come from way to much stress and pressure on you). Having difficulty keeping a relationship and instead of living your own life, you keep living someone else their lives.

Fix: Take a moment and take a step backwards or just do something else to regain your focus. What did you want to do with your own life? What do you truly want to go for? Where are you now? Why do you keep going this extreme with your emotions? These are just but examples, your heart is so active in this way that you lost your focus in life and experiencing it. You need to regain that focus and that will make some sacrifices and take up some work. But you are able to this, do not let the stress of it distract you. Actually use it to achieve the thing you want to achieve! We used stress in the far far past, to be able to be better hunters, to give ourselves that bit of boost needed, being to long in it is bad for your state of mind and heart. But in short bursts, you can actually even create miracles with it and it can help you PUSH BEYOND!!!

Vishuddha Chakra

The name means purification chakra and its the center of communication, listening, etc etc.

Underactive:Not expressing your true intentions and feelings, the tendency to whisper and expressing your own view. Being Timid.

Fix: No matter how stupid it may sound to others or being afraid to be judge. Just state your opinion at times and be like screw the world, this is my view! I have also learned about Timid people that they have actually a very strong sense of wanting to express themselves, but are only able to do it at small amount of times and having trouble express their feelings or truly show it. Start out with showing your feelings where you know for sure you can do that, then try to slowly work it out to the outside world. You will not only notice a shift in your personality, but are getting rewarded for it! 

Overactive: In short with this overactive means your boss at work, jokes aside. People that are quite judgemental and critical to the people around them, they can also love to shout and yell and dominate people with their voice. To try fix something themselves, they overanalyze or avoid feelings, because that would make them feel weak and vulnerable.

Fix: This is the part that it may be an better idea to take a bit of time off with other people around you and instead of non stop thinking what your problem is. Just write it down on paper or put your voice into something else that can help you relieve. The moment you start relaxing, confront yourself what is actually going on and take your time to solve it. Think about it, but not to much if you want to express it in the way you like to, plz do so. This can really help you out not only making beautiful work of some kind of art, but also you can do greater good with it and it also helps you open up to others.

Ajna Chakra 

We have been busy for quite a while now and we are now currently at the sixth chakra or the third eye chakra, except for the standard thing people call it, wich can be easily googled, some other things are more important for here, like what its connected to. The sixth chakra is the center of inner perception and intuition. Our ideas, dreams, ambitions, goals, inner strength and self image all develop from this Chakra. 

Underactive: Well we have been working on this part for quite a while actually (from chapter 1 on) and by now it should be more developed, but for the allround knowledge its people having difficulty seeing things in front of them or trouble visualizing, together with poor intuition and being insensitive toward others

Fix:  Visualisation can be learned, with enough practice, but the deeper issue here is an somewhat more difficult and challenging concept to follow. This is actually the part where the physical also meets spiritual with physical personal results. Most other spiritual things can be fixed with a change of mind or change the way of thinking to let it balance itself out. But this one can actually be fixed through finding your own way in life and following your True Will. In the last chapter by fusing with your HGA you started to be able to feel the route of your True Will, so that you are also able to make this part more open in itself also. You also noticed the results of following that feeling, that your life started to change for the better even after somewhat harder times. Its the point when the spiritual becomes a true physical thing in your personal experience. Also where you started to gain success by following that Will. True Will can go into further depth and we just started touching the surface of it.

Overactive: This one is pretty simple, living in a phantasy world, can also over intellectual thinking way to much, unsympathetic nature and quite the judgemental attitude. Every person responds differently to it and needs a different kind of help with it.

Fix: To continue of what i just said, what i meant with it is. Everyone has that bit of layer beneath it or the true reason behind it. Specially for living in a phantasy world of positivity and nothing bad happening in the world, has to do with the fact of not being able to face reality out of fear and despair. In the end its part of growing up and smelling the coffee, trying to see something good BEYOND the reality in itself, making lead into gold. 
Over analyzing is when you now of this, but keep on going deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper and being so much in the void of thought that you are never able to let go and get out of there! People can do deep and its good to think about improvement, but you have a starting thought and if you think to deep it gets corrupted. This is why at times its better to keep it simple! Step by step and use the deep over analytical thinking for rituals to make stronger connections. Just analyze things to the point that you understand the symbol.
Also if you have a hard time being nice to people and can be quite judgemental with it, think about it the way of. Would you like it if they did it to you? And think a bit of how they would feel, specially because that they are different living beings (you are all still human ofc) and experience things also differently. So what works for you, may not work for them. Try to get to their level of understanding, specially if your original plan is to help them out.

Sahasrara Chakra

This is the chakra that connects us with the Universe and like the others its very important for our experience as a human being.

Underactive: Being spiritually unaware, selfish, rigid, loss of meaning or identity in life. And yeah as you can see many many many people have this issue, specially in this time. 

Fix: This is the part where i am going to say, experience new things in life, find yourself, start travelling or something that fits with you. You start to be able to give if you are able to truly give the right thing to yourself instead of just giving yourself things also YOLO at times (some of my friends will now cry from joy while reading this).

Overactive: Being very obsessive, living to much in the past or the future and going way to hardcore into anything. Trying to find a challenge way too hard in anything you are doing.

Fix: This is also the point that instead of wanting to control so much, you need to start thinking about the fact that certain things takes their time and while having that time, that you need to take it. Trying to understand that certain things will come along on your path if thou Wills it. Also draw lessons from your past and plan ahead, the rest will come in due time and try to stick in the here and now. Work towards your future instead of sitting still, work to make it at best as possible NOW! Fulfill your experience, called life!

Wow that is a lot to take in

As you all can see is that everything can be fixed with difficult, but yet simple and confronting answers. Not all answers are here, the ones you make that truly works for you is the route to go. You are who you are, this just gives a view of how to be able to confront it in your daily life. The secret in this is also that it kinda tries to help you find your own way of connecting to the thing that helps balancing you out. Next will be something way more challenging and this will truly force you again to GO BEYOND!!! And that is Kundalini Awakening.

Why is that in this same chapter? The reason for it is actually both are helping you to spiritually fully wake you up and helping you to balance out even in new situations. So that you are truly ready for the fusion with your personal God. So instead of distracting from this, i will directly continue about it!

The Kundalini Awakening

This is actually your body, mind and spirit being trying to be in full balance, for you to experience life to the fullest quality as possible. Being Filled with life itself is the sentence i like to use and this is also the next step of being able to feel everyones hopes and dreams like a superhero!

What we did before with the chakra balancing out (even if it is temporarily, because it can really shift a lot daily, even without you noticing it, i just started out to give a focus point where you can work on yourself, so that you start out to have fully balanced moments every day so that you can improve your quality of life) is helping out making the kundalini awakening going smoother then it would be going before. And you are also probably curious of when its going to happen.
Well its a natural thing to happen, it happens randomly and mostly by accident, the thing is though i have also noticed that it starts to happen in an easier fashion with the people around me, when they have their chakra's balanced out.

Also when it starts you feel like burning in your back and a cold from above entering your body, do not worry thats just the energy going through you and also rising in you. Whats also happening is that there is a big shift in how you see things and you feel like in a new world and a bit of that i am reborn feeling. Your emotions can also now shift way quicker then ever before, you have mastered your demons before, so now your new personal demons have become bigger and stronger. At the same time, remastering them gives you some great experiences. Take your time in your development, use the lessons from past chapters to keep yourself up and going. 

Some even uses meditation to complete it further, its not recommended in the earlier stages, because your stress levels are way to high at first. Once being less emotional and more experiencing things to the fullest state you can start going into that deep meditation again, use the help of your HGA (even fused you can still call for guidance) to go deeper and help you work with your fear of going truly deep into meditation.

Every Kundalini awakening is different and personal, but i have noticed a couple of things wich is the same with everyone. Wich is like stated before, shifts of emotions and experiences and different states of consciousness, your spiritual awareness keeps on rising and rising and at times getting crazy of your own thoughts.

How to fix this:

Simple remember your training, keep on your focus, use this to train your Will to new heights and use the experiences to let it all inspire you or find your own thing wich keeps you helping to level up quicker. It will become more difficult, but you have been through harder things YOU CAN DO IT!!! YOU CAN GO BEYOND THIS!!!

The practical part of this chapter will also talk more about the practical side of the Kundalini Awakening, together with keeping focus on your chakra points and keep fixing them if they go out of balance. Also some small tricks how to use your fusion with your HGA on this level.

Also how to deal with flashes of pure next level consciousness moments where you can see your personal God.

Sources used:
I have found sources in this chapter wich are very well explained and a lot of other knowledge is just from myself.
https://www.color-meanings.com/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chakra