Chapter 8 Truly Full of Life, Fusion?

When you fused with your HGA you started to feel it, when you started to balance yourself out it became stronger and you will keep on being busy with this the rest of your life, but thats when you started to feel it even stronger. Life and the love towards life, no matter how hard life is for you, no matter what things you are getting put up against. You keep on loving it, that burning feeling inside. Knowing that your hopes and dreams no matter what will come true, but not only yours.

The moment you started to meet your personal God, you started to feel that the hopes and dreams of many other people are also becoming part of you. You started to feel it as that is becoming part of you too. A true hero is becoming born, you are starting to become a pillar not persé responsible for their dreams, but more of an part of it all. An important part that you can help them achieve it, while achieving your own. This chapter will be about manifesting this in your highest state as a human being currently (trust me you can still go higher, but that level is not meant to reach yet.
First personally i want us to focus to holding the door open for as many souls as possible instead of using the idea of that it is all an illusion to ego out of this reality and yes i can do this, its not hard. But do i want it? No, when my time is up, i will go. But for now i do what i can to let others go that way), manifesting the pillar you stand for, a pillar for not only mankind but everything that lives!

Full fusion

After knowing your God pretty well, you also are starting to see some similarities and you are starting to understand and even know more to the point of that your God is not so much superior to you as you first thought. Not only that you start to get in tune more with it, with the idea, with the energy.

In this field not much has been written as far in my own research, only Franz Bardon and Hermes Trismegistus and every work around Hermes is talking about it, i can really recommend reading and listening to things on youtube. And yeah there are a lot of other works that kinda hint at it, but i noticed that it seems that many are making this almost impossible in 1 lifetime to be able to get there. While its actually our starting goal in my personal opinion to get there, before that you are not able to fully live in the way you are meant to be and in your full expression.

But to get back to the main story, for everyone the fusion will go differently, because their personal God is different. Point is though, you will start seeing connections also with your basic ideas or basic philosophy or the me you know very well and the one of that God. You start to see the link and that is the allround point where the fusion is starting.

You also start experiencing that even if you are slightly out of balance that the fire of your chakra's and your God are forcing to balance itself out this is your next step that you feel fusing. 

Another step is that if you meditate deep enough you notice that your emotions are like a wall and you are going behind that wall, where wishes are coming true. This will also happen, you feel your mental being shift into another state. Certain emotions are surpressed so that you are able to do your job, when you are fusing deeper with it.

When the fusing is done, you feel a need to do something wich has to do with your personal Great Work, you have an auto direction. You know and understand what is next, you are determined to do it. Also you feel a leak in your mind  permanently, but nothing is leaking out, something is leaking in or the start of it.
That is your subconsciousness leaking information to you and the best part is you are able to manifest it.

The best part of this is, no matter your stand in society, no matter how many or the lack of things that you have. You are able to do it, out of nowhere the Universe is working in such a way that you are able to do it. In terms of money in actually anything that you need to do that kind of work.

And yes you can practce this to hold it out longer, i will also in the next part of this chapter hints and tips how to practice this and hold it out.

Also if you have deep personal scars this also gives an option to heal, but it will take a while. You also notice that certain things wich are issues for you, but not part of your path is also starting to heal or stabilize. So in a sense you can even hold out your own reïncarnation in this form till the point you have done your job (but only then) if you are wandering off though from your job, you will be forced into reïncarnation still. And dont worry a part of your job can also be enjoying life!
I even have known somebody that has for over 40 years cancer, she should have been dead for a long time. But she has found her teacher and is now living in India, helping out people while her body still has cancer, why? Because she is able in this God form to stabilize it, so that she is able to keep on living through Will. I do recommend though to still get treatment, because it is possible, but rare. I mean if your job is to reïncarnate, so you will, because its your true Will to do so. But in God Form you will understand what True Will is and means, miracles will turn normal for you.

Now we are getting to another point after the fusion, i call it your trigger or WORD. Something that you need to remember in every situation in Chapter 9 i will talk about more words and even letters. The reason behind this is to use the mental to let the spiritual manifest here.

Your WORD

So this will be totally awesome! Why do i also start with talking about your WORD instead of talking about the meaning or importance behind letters and words.
Good question, its because this WORD is you in 1 word, it has so many connections that its a great starter. Its like an epic finishing move! But with this one you will be starting out!

Also if you remember the background of the practical part of chapter 4, you will also notice something important there! Each person having their own WORD, their trigger of who they are in full expression and activation of the fusion in their highest form at the same time it explains what the word is of the HGA and the fusion of their 2 words into 1 God Form word. 1 pure trigger, mine is inspiration!

My personal word in lower form is Disbelief and that of my HGA is Judgement. (This point has to do with the layer beyond these words, at a certain point you need to learn how to look behind the veil of certain terms and usage of words to be able to get the positive understanding behind it, this has been explained though before. This also has to do with turning negative into positive, example disbelieve means critical, logical, truth, principles, creative, fiery, passionate, feeling and Judgement means truth, principles, determined, action, analyzing, feedback, patience, wise, understanding, caring.

What is yours? Also this is your strongest weapon against anything that wants to influence you, from simple low life phantoms to the highest of the illuminati. This word counters them all, because it also reminds you that you are full of life and that nobody can take that away from you.
So when fused, the first thing you should do is ask for your WORD!

Gratz you can now beat the Illuminati/Black Brothers

Welp lets go to conspiracy downtown, Franz Bardon, Crowley (and many more) have spoken about the Black Brothers, they are the magicians that failed to reach enlightment and choose to split themselves of from the universe for ever (failing is not not going for it, failing is almost being there, but not wanting to give up their little ego). What do they have to do with this chapter, its that you are their opposite currently. You are the greatest weapon of protecting the Earth from them, you are full of life, while they are devoid of life. They hate life and everything that exists as living and as many of you noticed is that they are in the highest position currently of society. And yes they range from Cannibalism to Pedophilia to the point of human trafficking and even way darker than that. They have great magical knowledge, greater then most people may think off. But once truly dead, they stay dead, because they litterly have lost their connection with the Universe...

They are also way more widespread then many may think, its not just bound by the 13 families. But they have infiltrated every organisation, every order. People can have their personal preference of religion and or viewpoint, but watch out for the orders. Its best to develop yourself personally and not join an order or having an order just for the social aspect of it, for feedback etc. Never go in and never go in to deep. You now also have your own way of doing things, wich means that you do not have any need of an group of any kind. You are doing all of this by YOURSELF!

Do not worry, they will be beaten. It will just probably take a couple of hundred years or maybe longer, because their power is not to invent, but to infiltrate and corrupt, so keeping things as pure as possible without involvement or some strange deals or anything will be important. And their power itself is like empty WORDS, everything is empty about them. So to be able to beat them is to be able to get enough humans to the point of being able stop believing in their power trough the True Will and then using Divine Providence for them to be judged accordingly

So yeah at this moment the best thing you can do is your True Will and let nobody stop you from doing that, doing this, fulfilling this is weakening them and helping others or inspiring others to be freed in their own way will let us win the war in the end! No matter how small it seems, also building up groups from this point of view, it can be interesting. But remember its now if you get corrupted, but you WILL get corrupted if your group has attained enough success.

As a Dutch banker once said that kinda woke up (and made his own business out of it), nowadays its normal that no matter what you go for the deal! Once you say no, you are OUT! So no matter how insane the demands, you go for them or you lose everything. This also shows how they work and how it works so well in this current world, fear, despair, depression... We are the opposite of this, we are courage, we are hope, we are determination!

Next part of this chapter will be about some practical things of your fusion and how to keep it on as long as possible from start to finish. Same goes for how to use your WORD properly.

And maybe, very very maybe i will put in a bit what the next level it. But just a little bit, because it can be your personal aim ofc. But i have a different goal with this and that is actually helping you to get more understanding through my vision of the occult towards the outside world and a bit of the reality what we are living in and being able to change it even if many think its not possible to change it. Giving Hope and Inspiration for change!