Chapter 14 Preparing your way to infinity! Theory

I was first doubting to make these last 2 chapters like this. But watching back after everything, i knew it was needed to do so. It is also an important part of it all. It is something that you cannot miss in your development, i expect that you are now a couple of years ahead in your practices, you know a lot more. You also see that most of the things in my book are very basic after watching back, but at the same time knowing that it brought you in that first step. Instead of limitations you are seeing chances and things to push beyond!

What to expect?

First of all these chapters will be quite abstract and personal. Because there is no other way to describe it. All will be metaphorically and a part of who i am. The same will happen for you once this choice is made. Its all aligned to you personally and its also at the same time a somewhat different, but the next step of the route you have taken in chapter 1 till 8.

I will tell you also how to prepare on this one and the next one will be my personal journey, you can draw lessons out of it and i will also make a lot of side notes with it (from the meanings of very step that i got out of it, so that hopefully i can also fill your own experience with a lot of hidden meanings).

One of the reasons why i did not continue on this section is that this is seriously dangerous, when not ready you will destroy yourself plain and simple. You will lose all connections and everything that you have build up till now. Only continue when you are sure that you are ready (by as example extremely determined till the point of willing to sacrifice everything for this) or else you will end up like the current elite of this world. The Black Brothers, the people that could have attained a form of enlightment, but choose not to. They choose to hold their ego instead of enjoying the full connection with God.

They choose that they wanted to rule instead of serve, they choose to destroy all life, instead of guiding it. They hate life, they hate everything that also represents it. They are beyond today's evil, they put people against each other. They start wars and they create corruption or awake the corruption in people their minds and souls. 

I hope that this grave warning will be enough, my goal is to guide you through this without becoming one of them. But to truly awaken your soul, not just you and not just the mental and astral you, but the soul you (or idea you, or for some religions the true dream reality you). 

Also by passing this and going beyond, you are above the Black Brothers in every single way, there are no more limits for you, your only limit will be divine providence, but you will feel that within this route, you are limitless and free to do whatever you want. A freedom overcomes you even in the places with the biggest desceptions and the biggest surpression. At the same time you understand and learn what your True Will actually is. But this is a build up after the experience.

For me after this experience, i got even cynical to the point off is this it? But the information flow from above to your body takes time and it needs time to leak down. The full experience is so big that our brains cannot process it directly all at once. And that is actually a good thing. (and no it does not matter how high or low your IQ is, this is a universal thing, it also does not matter how high or low your EQ is, even with enough self knowledge a psychopath or sociopath or any of the other mental issues are able to achieve this, the best part is and i know i will kick a lot of people to the curb with this claim. It will cure you and even let you see that how you live your life is needed with the talents provided by Divine Providence to do your job). This is the level beyond knowledge, the level beyond wisdom, the level beyond understanding. This is the Crown of your work (pun intended). (and yes i know that the scientists or the sceptics reading this will find this nonsence and that is ok, they work through knowledge and that is also their limit, there are things beyond logic. People also who hold to dear to logic are also people that are scared that if there is more then logic that their world falls apart. They are not ready yet for this.

For the fools that are not believing at logic at all from the start, logic is very important to build up a strong basis and its even important to hold on to it. Not everything should be build up on emotions and intuïtion alone, because at times that can fail you and logic, with reasoning in the end will win it from that kind of experience. 

To be able to go beyond it all, you need to have both qualities and this is why i gave you that whole route (part of the reasoning behind it) from chapter 1 till 8 and all of the practices after with it. Its also to develop both skills, bit by bit. Even if you are Atheïst you can use this, so there is no limit to religious system, the goal is only to complete your own path for you and to makes things clear wich were blurred before.

And no i am in no way enlightened, i am just a mad man. Even after attaining this i have kept every weakness and strength, nothing has changed. I am only experiencing this plane on a whole other level, more complete and awake and that is it. But the best part is, you feel non stop in contact with the highest you and for the believers in God. Its like you are permanently praying. 

There is so much to desribe around this that with this alone i can fill 14 books of work.

To continue on what you can truly expect on this and in the travel itself, you need to expect that you will be facing yourself in a lot of ways, well to keep it simple on every single way possible. Both negatives and positives, it helps giving you the right perspective for the final confrontation. Wich is the heaviest test you will ever pass in your life, even self knowledge here gets tested heavily. You are forced to experience parts of yourself that you never knew you existed and forced to adapt yourself and your view of everything.

If you think you are ready...

Keep your friends close, but your enemies even closer...

Everything in this journey will both be your friend and enemy and that is automatically your first test. It all depends on choice and if you want to move forward or not. You are also at a part where magic does not matter, everything up till now should be forgotten. You are going up and nothing else.

You eventually in this travel face your greatest enemy and he will ask you something. He will ask you to do the thing that is the opposite of what you believe in, in the opposite of who you are as an individual. In a sense to sacrifice yourself, it seems easy right? Saying yes to the self sacrifice, well this is the tricky part.

You are not in control...

Your essence now is in control and your essence speak through you, so no use to lie about it, because you cannot lie. Now you understand the risk right? The fear you start to feel, wich you started out on it in full enthousiasm, knowing that you are not ready yet.

So to make it short, you have only 1 chance and you do not have control over your own answer, it seems like the scariest thing ever done in your existence. Its truly all or nothing, its true determination or fading determination. Its to live or to die, there is no way back after standing there knowing that you are not ready...

And in itself even this is a test, when you truly find out your own secret how to pass instead of trying to change your choices in life to experience it. Its about the here and now, its not about planning ahead. You cannot plan ahead for this, you just need to do it, when you are ready, truly ready.

I cannot explain to you when you are ready, i can only explain that you will understand the feeling when it comes to pass and that you need to do it.

And yes in the end you get to be destroyed as a individual, there is nothing left...

Only your essence and that is the thing that you truly are, an idea nothing else and you are being part of infinite amounts of ideas that give birth to life and evolution, that you are part of something so immense that you feel very humbled and small and at the same time happy that you are part of something truly immense. 
You can ask questions, but you are not able to say the letter I .
It does not exist over there, only us.
Also it depends if you are then still needed at this moment here, or that you are needed elsewhere and you have given this life for this goal. Yes you can disappear, but have nothing to fear...
Nobody will remember that you existed, you will fall outside the timelines and or dimensions. You just never have existed anywhere. But you will also be reborn with a task that you need to complete.

Why do you fall outside it all? Because you are now one with God and a part of it at the same time and that experience alone will let you understand, not through words though... Our words are to limited...

There are even some that will stay there, i mean its comparable with heaven itself for many people, but its even greater then that. You experience everything and everyone at the same time, from the little quarks till the biggest black holes. The many happy and sad voices, everything is infinite... There is no time, because you run through all of it. 

Also everytime when you complete a task you get a new one or you simply disappear again or in some cases die early in the form you are given. You are also given the talents that you need to be able to convey this and help evolution and life wherever possible.

Your life will be dedicated to serve every bit of life. Are you prepared?...

In the practical side of this chapter i will give you some more direct guidance.