Chapter 5: Synchro! The first Fusion

Well after like being active for quite a while on this route, you have noticed a lot of growth from yourself, but also from the people around you. You also notice that the hardships in life, just became harder! Do not worry, its part of this growth, keep on hoping and believing in them! Your life starts to turn upside down, small revolutions happening... This chapter is in 2 pieces, one piece will chat about to keep loyal to that route no matter what (stay determined!) and the other part is more about the symptoms of the fusion.

Life is biting very hard at this moment...

Welp to start off, this bit will be about pushing through everything facing you, every bit of hardship currently and keep on believing it! Life only gets harder for a couple of reasons, one is karma returning in their face and another is to be tested.

This part will be about how to deal with it, so that you will not only fuse easier, but also being able to stay positive and becoming a true light for the people around you! 

You are noticing, life is turning dark, darker, yet darker, but you are currently travelling even if you have friends, a partner, family, still alone. You know that you are being tested in the most personal and difficult tests possible made specially for you! And you also notice the same thing for everyone that you know! 

At this point, i already gave away something interested, you are being tested! Life does not handle over their secrets to everyone, i am sorry to say, but to the people really wanting to get EVERYTHING out of life itself! 

How to deal with the tested part instead of with being negative, wich gets you stuck back first?
It starts off, with thinking that 1 step further, you know by now, your stronger points, your weaker points. You already have learned that 1 step further of your negative traits, to be able to transmutate them into something positive for you to use!
The best part is this is the same principle! You are being faced with disease, death, hatred, heart break and everything else!

What can you do against disease?
Be determined, your body can do way more than you think! Death of a loved one, no matter what you believe in, from atheïsm till Christianity till Hermetism etc etc, its always painfull and hard and how do you see the lesson in this one? Carry their idea's that they die with, carry them in your heart, let it make you stronger in your own determination to make something better out of life! They were a symbol for something they stood for, even if it did not came out fully, use that symbol as a way to go forward!

Hatred's counter is compassion and love and patience, if you are starting to hate someone, because that person did something horrible to you, also means that you love, care and wished the best for that person before! Inspiring people not to take the route that person took and hope for the best, you are able to love more then most others do and this is a GIFT!

Heart Break, well this is the point that you go out of the way with each other, specially if the love seemed not to be real, but that it was part of a big lie. This is a very painful truth, but at the same time you are freed from a fate way worse, at the same time you are gonna follow True Will, wich is not always best if you have a partner at all. You are open, free and can complete the plans you have always wanted to do!
Sadness and pain are also very big parts of it, but you can pull it through! And you can from that point make your life a better life than you have ever thought off before! Being able also to pass this test, makes you a stronger person than ever before! 
Also being able to reflect upon why the possibly relationship is a lie and that you need to find the right one for you if you want to continue search on!
I understand that this bit, can sound hard, but out of own experiences i can tell that this is the most effective way to deal with it!

Anxiety, one who is never afraid, cannot show courage! Its good to be afraid, but if you are starting to get anxiety all the way, sometimes the psychologist can help you out or somebody else you can trust and talk with. But to turn anxiety around, is to become adventurous, it means that you are able to take risks as long as you keep the attitude to take that further step. You will notice eventually that it becomes less and less and having the idea of YOLO!!!

Eventually it even starts to make you feel happy about it, taking that extra step. 
Being able to take that extra step, also lets you learn how to take risks and even get more done in life! No matter if you fall, you know also that you have passed the route of anxiety, so that you are also able to beat that! And start all over again like a boss!!!

These are only a couple of answers for the tests that you will be facing! Try to find your OWN positive ANSWER, with confronting yourself and NEVER EVER RUNNING AWAY!!! Fight and keep on fighting!

Once you are able to deal with your own problems, thats the moment you can also start understanding more and help out with the problems of the people around you. Try to get them into their own way of finding that light for themselves! Sometimes they will leave your life, because of it and some others will fall. But this is also part of not your own development, but also theirs and if some of them are falling, see this also as a test! So that you keep on developing and the same goes for them! 

From this point on, you are learning to use every bit of negative thing in your life as a way to grow and become a better person and spread this secret to others! Before you know it good karma will spread around and miracles are possible!

Fusion happening?

Well like promised this will be more about the symptons in terms of your personality. Small things are changing and people can start to dislike or even cannot stand you anymore compared to first. Remember the first version of you that most people knew is a incomplete version, so the people that cannot stand you anymore or even hate you for being like this, means that they are having troubles with themselves to the point of that they just want to run away, because you are levelling and getting to a new point in your life.

And yes you can lose your relationship even or you can free yourself from an relationship, because your partner has been abusive against you and you just woke up from that. So yeah it can become a double up on your current trouble. So remember no matter what carries it, there is light in the end of the tunnel!

You will also be taking over some small qualities from the being you are fusing with, because that person is you or the other part of you and this also will make you more complete as a person by your reborn identity.

Wich also means you will develop new talents and are able to do stuff, you have never been able to, it all always existed inside of you, but you never noticed or looked like it was not a part of you. (even when discovering stuff in your life, you did not noticed it)

Another thing that will happen is, because of the changes of personality, even your clothing choice will change a bit.

When meeting your HGA, you notice that you start to get closer and bit by bit mixing in or falling through each other, but at the same time fitting like a puzzle. (every meeting this becomes stronger, till the point it is with you the whole time in everything you are doing)

Your connection is also increasingly getting stronger, you feel like you have met the missing part in your heart, the hole is getting filled and its turning into a whole thing (huehue get it).

You also start when the fusing is completing, to feel that its also more life filling you. You feel full of life, no matter the pain, no matter the sadness! (for later on this is the first true stage of feeling truly full of life!)

You also start to feel stronger all together and truly worth of loving and forgiving yourself of every mistake you have made. It sounds so easy, but trust me in this. This experience will follow you the rest of your life in a good way. It changes who you are! 

You will also notice that you are able to start understanding and gain wisdom from things that were normally way out of your reach, you also start feeling that every human being is equal to you and nobody is higher then you!

To help out with your fusion, i will continue this to the practical part.

As you readers also noticed is that this is a life changing experience and its your biggest, because its the start of also truly opening your chakra's, feeling universal love back, feeling free etc etc.